after this full circle to, of all places, lj;
everything would stop being so effortlessly and definitely

( for you )

I wanna die with you.

It's not about me, it should never be, but I still can't shake the knowledge that, well, you knew me, more than anybody ever has and possibly ever will, and you knew me well enough to say that I am not worth it, that I am lacking somehow, that I could have been but am unfortunately not. That we could be friends but not really ( Read more... )